December 18, 2009

Perseverance

Never really left
home base
that untouchable,
unforgiving place
all at once safe,
yet broken

the pieces never
quite fit
like they did
at first spark, but
I keep trying to put
them back together

November 24, 2009

Hollow

Sitting in a dark room
thinking,
just a fragment
of a feeling

pillar candle melting
slowly,
only human,
what a joke,

just a fragment
rough with edges,
jagged edges
scratching deep

jagged picture
heavy breathing,
inhale deeply,
empty clinking.

November 13, 2009

Countdown (one small step)

Everything old is new again
like water on the moon,
been bound to the ground
since who knows when,
but we’ll be lifting off soon.

moon footprint

November 12, 2009

Learning to fly

Evan shows off his toes,
cooing “Weee, weee, weeeee,”
and his button nose with a
“Honnnnnnnnnnnnk!”

When a plane flies by
he points to the sky
and loudly says “Yeah!”
Only 18 months, and he already 
dreams of reaching for the stars.

Mommy points to the fish,
he answers “ish.”
Daddy puts on The Beatles,
he sings, “luhv, luhv, luhv.”

Where’s Evan’s belly?” ask mom and dad, 
and Evan quickly lifts his shirt.
Where’s Evan’s hair?
He proudly raises his
tiny hand to his golden curls.
A dimple forms on his grinning face.

Then mom decides to mix it up,
as she asks, “Where’s daddy’s hair?” 

This one’s a trick question.
Daddy has no hair. 

There’s a gleam in Evan’s eye 
as he searches his small,
but growing vocabulary.

He touches daddy’s smooth,
round head with his
outspread hand, and 
clear as day, declares “Ball!”

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November 9, 2009

Second guesses

Second guesses are
the air we breathe, polluted
with doubts, guilt,
uncertainty.

How do you trust your
instincts when you
can barely trust those
around you? When trust is

no more than
a passing breeze that
shakes your soul as it
rattles the trees?

November 8, 2009

Sexy Donut Day

Sexy Donut Day* is dedicated to the doughnut lovers of the world. Smooooooch!

In honor of Sexy Donut Day, I have awarded the newly created Sexy Donut Award to Jaymie Thorne, Bliss Bait and Calliope’s Pen, to thank them for adding so much sweetness to the blogosphere.

donutlips

* I hereby proclaim Nov. 8, Sexy Donut Day — and November Sexy Donut Month!

November 6, 2009

Nightfall

Surrounded
by the same
purple-tinged mountains
day after day
without really seeing them,

though urban sprawl
forces us closer to
the foothills
than ever before,

speeding from
one adrenaline rush
to the next,
running yellows
just missing the chance

to crash,
spin out of control,
fall into the night,
the pink sky
fading out of view.

November 3, 2009

Blogroll comeback tour

Dedicated to my previous post

I’m bringin’ my blogroll back,
sort of like Justin Timberlake did to sexy
several years back.

Get your blogroll on.
Get your blogroll on.
Get your blogroll on.

November 2, 2009

Where, oh where has my blogroll gone?

Where, oh where, has my blogroll gone,
where, oh where can it be?
I deleted the widget right off my template
once the pressure got too much for me.

I once added links without even a thought
of the blogs that I love to read,
(i.e. jaymie thorne and calliopespen,
shebshi and Sara Fryd).

Then one day while surfing the blogosphere
I read about drama in links,
that egos get bruised when they’re left off a list
that there’s more angst than anyone thinks.

So in hopes of keeping my blog drama free
my sidebar is one widget less,
it probably seems drastic or rigid and plastic,
but it helps me to manage my stress!

October 24, 2009

Won’t you be my neighbor?

Dedicated to the memory of my favorite childhood television personality, Fred Rogers (1928-2003).

So much for beautiful days
in the neighborhood.
Long gone is the speedy delivery
of good feelings
and friendly neighbor mentality

few and far between is the
neighbor who lends you a cup of sugar
or an extra egg, smiles
and always says “hello”

more common is the one who
avoids all eye contact,
shuts the garage door before
anyone has a chance to even
think about saying “hello”

or the one with the
broom up her ass,
who complains about
trees planted too close to her wall
yet plants cacti on the border
between your homes, so
you end up getting stuck
every time you prune your bushes.

Oh, Mr. Rogers, I so miss
your enchanting
neighborhood of
make believe,
and your closet of
cardigan sweaters.
I miss the simplicity of
the times, when I watched you
change your sneakers,
feed your fish, and I still thought
that neighbors were … well …
neighborly.