beyond my window

poems, rhymes & words

San Francisco Dreamin

San Francisco dreamin,

Tahoe bound

texting, with emoticons

feet off the ground

lightening strikes

the sky, cloudy with desire,

someday

in the same place,

a slow pace

just past the

Shady Lady.

Broken by the fall

Fix me,

he seemed to scream

in the white noise of

wide ocean eyes and

puppy dog stares,

a lost, selfish soul

a cold, gaping hole.

I fell hard, long,

deep

into the empty void,

sucked into the static,

merging with unhitched shadows,

the adrenaline rush of

magnetic darkness.

Those walls, they seemed to go on

forever

Nothing to grip onto,

nothing to gain,

nothing left to give

no place to step for balance,

no way to transmit a signal

I …

kept …

tumbling …

down …

I was broken by the fall.

That was the greatest gift of all.


Created for Free Write Friday #FWF

Followers beware

I followed my heart

down a darkened alley way

past unmarked back door entrances,

wisps of light escaping through cracks,

dumpsters filled to the brim with the stench of

yesterday’s special,

leering eyes of dread and desperation

begging to stay warm on a cold winter night.

Oh how danger screamed from every corner,

warning voices crying

“You’ve gone the wrong way!”

I followed my heart with restless abandon,

stubborn, deaf or maybe dumb,

possibly all three,

the beating and oh, the bleeding,

it’s left me torn, teary, tattered,

wondering

did any of it even matter?

My heart led me to a dead end.

Oh man,

I should have listened to my head.

Goodbye Jody

If I
could,
I would
tear down the sky
and wrap the world
inside

cradle the sun
against
my skin
to scorch
this emptiness
from within.

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